1. |
Inadequacies
04:13
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2. |
Abandoned
05:53
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ABANDONED
feeling lost and numb and lonely
you were the only one who'd known me
made all kids of promises
empty words, they meant nothing
they meant nothing
Think and say what you want to
simple fact is I don't want you in my life
think and say what you need to believe
simple fact is I just don't want you
in my life...
Devoted all I had to you
because I thought you felt it too
nothing I say could be more cruel
than this silence
than this silence from you
we have both made our mistakes
the more I trust the more it aches
lost myself inside of you
now Im just a ghost
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3. |
Awakened
05:20
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AWAKENED
Was it worth it
to be right now
in your own best interest
The problem here is
a failed fantasy
always searching
for that greener field
Im too tired to argue
its all old news
dry conversations
going through the motions
love once blinded
take off your mask now
As I look into your face
it reflects all you regret
this painful silence is so loud
you don't need to say a thing
Im done with you messing me around
too much time spend on the ground
we're not the same we never were
and youre already dead to me
I hung on for so long
I beat myself up
I lived in my delusion
I almost died that night
none of that mattered
you got what you wanted
but didnt want what you got
please dont call
dont come around
our time has passed
and for that glad!
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4. |
Sickly Sweet
05:02
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SICKLY SWEET
Waste of time and waste of space
once I would have given anything just for a taste
long ago I would have cried at the sight of your face
now I know things were just different
in that place
and Ive tried to end this now
but its all so sickly sweet
sickly sweet
did you hear about the sickness that
had flooded our minds
falling victims to suggestions
of intelligent design
decided that the one thing
that I wanted in this world
was the touch of just another
and the pain that it unfurls
and Ive got to end this now
but its all so sickly sweet
sickly sweet
now that Ive said what I wanted to say
doesnt mean that Id have it any other way
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5. |
Betrayal
05:33
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BETRAYAL
I know
youre alone
wait for me
Im coming
All that I ask of you
be patient and please remain true
was that so hard to do?
I can so why couldnt you?
I feel
so low
betrayal
just go
What is there left now to do
I dont think I can forgive you
my trust is now fractured in two
all for you
Dont go
my love
Im sorry
forgive me
All that I ask of you
be patient and please remain true
I cant survive without you
I love you
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6. |
Not Over
03:11
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NOT OVER
And you led me to wonder
what can it mean
when you told me its only
a problem for me
and its gone, but its not over
and never will me
clinging to a
hopeless casualty
lost in a dream world
of what could have been
and its gone, but its not over
and never will be
caught in a blissful moment
it never lasted long
Ill chase my private dragon
so right but always wrong
another day I'll say
hey, lets give this one more try
til then Ill hide my sorrow
wont let her see me cry
and I want you to call me
just to say youre ok
even if I dont answer
I still care anyway
and Im gone, but its not over
and never will be
yeah its gone, but its not over
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7. |
Reflections
04:41
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8. |
Weakness
05:40
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WEAKNESS
I close my eyes and I breath you in
My body's frozen I cant feel a thing
living this life feels like a sin
and I dont know how to stop
I dont know how to feel without your touch
I dont know how to breath with out your breath
so dont tell me, dont tell me to stop
Believing the lies is where it begins
not knowing when to leave is my biggest sin
falling for you, oh I , never should have been
And I dont know how to stop
I dont know how to sooth your callous heart
I dont know how to heal with out a scar
Dont tell me, dont tell me to stop
Who am I when I see you?
not knowing what to say or how to fit in
lost myself falling for her, never again
and I dont know how to stop
Dont know how to love with out your heart
dont know where to go, I feel so lost
Don't tell me, dont tell me to stop
Close my eyes and I breath you in
Bodys frozen, cant feel a thing
living this life feels like a sin
and I dont know how to stop..
I dont know how to feel without your touch
I dont know how to breath with out your breath
so dont tell me, dont tell me to stop
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9. |
Anger
06:13
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ANGER
Its been so long since I was cast out from your life
The passing of the years gone in the blink of an eye
Yet in my mind its seems like yesterday
My careless thoughts they keep me trapped cant get away
It would be easier to hate you
but I cant get angry at you.....
Forever will my heart be tarnished by your deeds
Comparing all to what I want, not what I need
I know that you were and I were never meant to be
So why do I always feel your presence here with me
You dont deserve my loyalty
but I cant stay angry with you....
So now youre gone
and Im forgotten
Youve wiped me from your world
but where does that leave me?
Another years gone by but still youre on my mind
I am burdened by the scars you left behind
I still feel this way theres nothing I can do
But nothing scares me more than running into you
you have destroyed me
but I cant get angry at you
I cant get angry at you
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10. |
Lament
05:44
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11. |
Failure
05:50
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FAILURE
I have begged and I have pleaded
I have bared my soul to you
I have put myself in the most vulnerable position
to be hurt by you
to be hurt by you
I have offered you everything I have
it seems nothing I can do will ever change your mind
I feel utter despair
I have failed
I have failed
I cant be your friend
I cant bare the thought of seeing you
and not being your lover
I feel utter despair
I have failed
I have failed
You cant hurt me any more
you cant hurt me any more
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12. |
Too Late
05:27
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